Sunday, January 24, 2010

I have a life cant' wait for you I'm not through yet more rockin than rocking chair and I want it all I f you wanna come jump in and hang on with the wind in your hair cause it's a rough ride and you can bet I'll still be here for last call.
For a long while I have felt that transferring schools was the worst mistake of my life. I have been so emotionally brutalized that I developed psoriasis, anxiety attacks and acid reflux. I was truly not aware such cruelty existed. Looking back I dont' know why I didn't hear warning bells!
But I am stronger now because of it. I am able to pray for good for the one who has hurt me so. It is still a daily struggle. I know that I'm a good teacher who has something to give and I'm needed.
I get up at 5 and spend the time girding myself to face the day and mostly I'm able to hold down the fear and stay positive.
Bring it on!
I'm ready!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Jumping off the Rainbow

I feel like I've turned a corner.
like I've discovered a new world
and like I've come home...
feeling surer
feeling stronger
Feeling loved and loving...